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Just read my oldest post. And also, oldest blogspot. Hahahahaha lawak gila doh. English dah lah broken. Lols ntah pape ntah macam budak kcik cari gaduh itu ini. And paling lawak guna blog pulak tu cari pasal. Hahahahahaha k actually takde beza pun dengan sekarang. Haha. Ok going to sleep. And taktau ni kali ke berapa dah cakap mcmni. Bye!

You keep my word, and i keep yours.

*Zaman kegemilangan, 2011*

And this photo is still in the wallet. Neatly.
Things is different. Changes. Both you and me, and we start to talk about the break up and such, ah just so whatever. You always tell me that you won't give up on us. Well glad to hear that from you. And still, me too. I won't give up on us. Insyaallah. This relation will never ends. I swear, till my last breathe. No matter what happen, just you and me going to solve it together. There must be a way. I love you to infinity and beyond. I love you. I love you. Forever. And i love you. I love you.










Fuhhhhhh,

Done watching the moviessssss. Omg i can't believe aku tengok banyak gila. Dah semua tak habis habis cakap pasal bola, sumpah bosan to the max. While aku kat bilik tengok movie je, bapak ah tak adil. Whatever, its 0400 am, and im going to bed right now. Goodnight , and have a great tuesday! Bloggerland, bye.

Kalau.

And we keep talking about break up again and again. What the hell is wrong with me?! Whatever, im going to go with the flow. And...tadaaaa, i haven't sleep yet, not feel so. Blurgh

Darnedest things ever happened.



I can't even think what is wrong with us. The friendship. Im the one should be blame. I just can't believe what have i done. What did i do, how i react towards you. Well, its my fault. Blame on me, not you. I just feeling..different. See? My mistake. I can feel that im changing. Form 5 life is not as easier as form 4 life. Well, its complicated. A bit. Complicated in every way. Each way. Relationship, Friendship, Studies, Family, and such. We should learn how to.. Eh tak, im the one who should learn how to face this fact. Different class, different friends, different bestfriends, different  thoughts, and.. many more. Its hard to say this, but im not the same. Blame on me please. Just blame on me. Im not so needy to have a great friendship, and also, im not so picky in choosing a friends. It just... Weh, its form 5!!! And im trying to move on my life. Be serious, and  i did change. I DID. Im sorry, blame one me please. Just blame on me.


Getting worst, bit by bit



Good news, besok cuti yayy! Tapi tuition tak. Btw gigi i sakit. Makin ketat pulak braces ni. Its getting so long that i tak cakap pape. Makan? Lagi lah tak. Sumpah. Sakit. Nak nangis k? Besok kakak nak balik dah. Fuh, sedih. Bye.

Well its great tho.

Chemistry class was went alright. Physic takdo. Enjoy habis haha. Today supposed to be the exam day in my tuition class. Luckily Physic was cancelled, and Chemistry cikgu taknak wasting time tak revise form 4 punya. Hm well, habis Chemistry at 6.45, so lepak mamak dengan tuitionmates and cikgu Chemistry, cikgu Rohana. Cikgu Ana pun ada tadi. Dah nama pun housemate, mesti lah dia join lepak haha. The tuitionmates only Mira, Akil, Jibu, Atta, Aina and Hafiz. The rest dah balik awal.

So im watching some movies. Well dah 3 movies dah pun d: Besok nak jogging dengan Aina, Acap and not to forget Danial Atta. Special guest lah ni eh? Then nak lepakssss dengan my boyf and them. Whatever, not sure yet. Alright, it 0100 am. Wish your tuesday going great :*

Absent

Hi pepol. Was absent to school today. Attended the appointment, and we couldn't pospone it anymore. Only me, Mimi, and kakak. Went to clinic at 8am, without breakfast. Kakak took off the braces woh. Soooo pelik, what a perfect gigi. Seriously, and the Doctor told me that i don't have to wait for 2 years to take this braces off. Cos the gigi already...alright. Had a breakfast at Subway. And went to SKSI 1 to meet mom. And that three girls went to Giant. Then back home. Im watching a movie in my room. Which is so lazy to study. I keep wathing this Physic's exercise book. Without open it. Lols amenda ntah. Bye damn boring.

Tak salah kan?



Going out in a bit. Muehehehe tolonglah jangan puji i k? :p

..

Whatever.

Politicial sangat.



Hi. Kakak dah balik yayy! So, Kl is having Bersih thingy right now. Can anyone tell me what's the point of having Bersih in our country? Damn useless. So politicial. Wasting your own time tau tak? And one more. Listen, no matter you support Bersih or whatsoever, just please. Don't be so racist. Thankyou. And hiiiiiiiiii! Hi bloggerland, rindu nyaaa nak spend time lama lama. Auch auch, time for deleting some older post yayy!

Show me your love



Hye, And yeah, today. Kelas tambahan was so boring. Aku tak faham apa cikgu Chemistry form 4 tu ajar. Laju gila. Lk class went alright. Fun. They went back early. Tinggal Daeng, Ali and Kri. Mila w/ her friend. So aku gila kan phone dorang. Penuh gambar aku and so what? Ahaks. Ok lah gottago, taktau bila lagi boleh post. Cam busy kot haihh. Bye :*

Yayy!

So semalam, pergi Mcd w/ Amir. Okay no more break up. I know i shouldn't say that to him, i shouldn't left him,  tapi aku just.. Almost give up. whatever, cerita lama. Dia flirt kita balik masa tu. So sweet lah baby i. So im happy again yayy! Kat Mcd terserempak dengan Nana and Pika. Fine lah, i left Amir and sat dengan dorang. Suddenly, Diera and Dayah datang. Terserempak lagi. Hahaha pahal lah group aku tiba tiba ada masa i dengan Amir tengah sweet sweet ni? Hahahaha k.

Yes, we did. DID

Lamanya tak blog. Haihh, nothing's new. We broke up. Don't ask anything, bye :3

Penat study

So hi, lama tak blog :3 Isnin semalam kita naik stage, sebab menang basketball. Ahaks, and Amir amik balik sekolah, kita cerita everything kat dia. Omg me so happy k? Hahaha yelah, no 3 pun happy lah jugak :p Then had a lunch together while he gave me something. A pair of perfume, which is dia amik the blue one and i took the pink one. Memang satu lelaki satu perempuan. Omg it was so sweet ok? Then balik tukar baju mandi bagai, pukul 3 dia amik balik sebab dia nak pegi Mines, dia hantar pi tusyen sekali. Okay too busy to talk, need to revise. EVERYTHING. Damn ah, rasa penat tapi for the sake of my result.


Found this on Sara's blog. Last friday, at school :*
 

Yes, over and over

School was okay, attended Addmath extra class. Damn boring, 3 orang je doh. Cikgu pulak takde mood asyik nak marah je. Was so sleepy, sat beside Haziq. Ngantuk ah do :( Tuition was okay, habis tuition pi Bakery, rutin harian lah bakery tu. Then cam kenal casher tu, so just tanya je lah budak saujana ke, then dia tanya lagi 'still dgn Amir ke?' Omg I wasn't that wrong, tu lah Kak Shasha Ex amir. Wuwuwu lawa ex ex Amir ni. Kak Shasha permaha gila kot, then dia gelak je masa kita tanya dia ex Amir ke tak. Hahahaha cerita lama kan. Masa Amir cerita kat kita pasal dorang dulu dulu pun sumpah lawak. Fallin love sebab belanja gula gula. Lols hahahaha k. Gottago, study time! :*

I dont know. Blah

Alhamdullilah, kurang sikit beban bila basketball dah habis. Serious busy kot. Nak balik rumah pun memang takde masa lah kan cerita dia kalau tusyen banyak banyak ni. Dapat tengok muka family semua pun pukul 10 malam after balik tusyen. Yelah kat sekolah dah ada kelas petang, then straight terus pergi tusyen sampai pukul 7. And then tusyen malam kat tempat lain pulak dah sampai 10 malam. Serious aku tak sabar tunggu semua beban ni habis. Nak menangis tak berlagu pun tak dapat kot sekarang. Penat sangat. And and and... got something that im not telling you guys. I don't think that i should tell you. Hmmmm k.

Lk class was okay. Balik lambat sebab ma lambat amik. So duduk dengan Akim, Mila and Kri kat kelas. Mila dengan Kri diam je dengar aku and Akim borak. Ok Akim confess itu ini dengan aku, and same goes to me. Ahhh okay lah hish. Bye!

Yes, basketball finally over!!!!

 Cari mana i hehehe :3

And so, harini ada sekolah ganti. Tapi i tak belajar. Sibuk dengan basketball. Finally, berakhir sudah. Pagi tadi last game. Kalah dengan Ruby. But nevermind, at least dapat nombor 3 dari 5. Well maybe. Ni just expectation kitorang je. Habis je game tadi. Semua basketball members happy gila. Enjoy the game so much. Dah takde musuh musuh, gaduh gaduh, tension tension dah camne nak itu ini. Tiba tiba Emetyst baling air kat kitorang. Fuyoh mana boleh tahan kalau satu badan dah lenjun kan. At first aku taknak campur langsung baling baling air ni. For me, macam.... tah pape. Tapi bila Akmal dah jirus badan aku. Haa memang naik ah tanduk aku.

Dah lepas tu, kitorang tak leh masuk kelas lagi sebab semua bawak buku lepas rehat. Salah kan cikgu Suren!!!! Lepas tu kitorang buat game sendiri lawan sesama sendiri. Well it was so fun. Can't describe macamana fun tu. Main ganas eh semua? Kemain lagi haha. Berapa orang je form 5. Yang lain form 4. Form 3 dalam 2-3 orang je kot yang join. It was so fun, rehat, share story, bahan bahan and such haha.

Thanks kat semua yang gila gila tolong naikkan point. And sorry if kitorang main ganas. Well, manusia. Tengah kabut, macam macam boleh jadik lols. Thankyou! Isnin result. Tunggu eh? Hahaha.

Basketball FTW!!!!

Hi anak kambing sekalian. Pagi tadi dengan watlek nya datang sekolah pakai baju kurung sekolah, padahal pagi tu ada match basketball game 3. Damn ah lupa gila. Diera, Anis, Syaza, semua Sapphire members kabut gila nak mati. Dengan baju sukan tak pakai. Nasib baik aku je, yang lain semua dah prepare bawak baju sukan. Pergi kelas Mimi, mintak baju yang dia pakai. Nasib baik adik aku Pjk harini. Dah satu hal dia pakai baju kurung aku. Hahahaha damn besar gila nak mati. Sumpah lawak doh dia malu. Hahaha k over gila. Boyf dia pandang aku camne pulak kan. Marah betul Erman :D

Alhamdulillah, Sapphire menang for game 3 yaayy! Sapphire Vs Emetyst. Hehehehe sumpah happy to the max. Habis game, baju dah busuk, Mimi taknak tukar dah pulak. Gedikzzzzz. Masuk kelas after rehat, badan berpeluh. Yucks sumpah bau busuk. Stinky gila. Semua tegur. Zzzz malu i.

This is so crazy

So hi, just got back from the basketball tournament game 2. Fuck ah ramai fitnah memfitnah, tipu menipu, tuduh menuduh, tumbuk menumbuk dan langgar melanggar. Ops tidak lupa juga yang tak jujur. Whatever, taknak cakap banyak sebab hm, Kitorang ni apa yang ada. Whatever, what goes around, comes around. Okay this is so private. Kitorang kalah teruk. Hehehehehehehe lek ah. Isnin Selasa kan ada lagi haha. Tin, yang dah lepas biar lepas k? Jangan nak emo sangat. Baru game, bukan apa haha. Sakai selekeh lah sial. Okay am not taking a shower yet, still so busuksssss. Bye assalamualaikum :*

Ice Room w/ him



Last monday before basketball tournament. Amir fetched me from school. Me and Mimi. Bawak Mimi tapau Mcd and hantar dia baik rumah. Lol weh, takkan dia nak ikut aku dengan Amir date kot? Wuuuuu jangan ah doh. Bahayassss :p Then we went to Ice Room. And again, he was so sweet lah. Tolong i itu ini. For some weird reason, i taktau kenapa amir changes jadik baik camni. Maybe lepas......i mintak break tu kot. I was so mean ok? I love us :*

And lepas pergi Ice Room, agak kekenyangan, then dia terus hantar i basketball tournament tu. Dengan perut yang kenyang, main jugak lah haha. Then after main, dia hantar i tuition. Omg dah lama dia tak baik camni kat i. Rasa pelik pun ada jugak hahahaha k aku memang taktau bersyukur :p

Life of form 5

Long time no post anything. My daily routine just so same. School, home, tuition, homework, sleep. Ahh what a life. Okay semalam Basketball match kan, kitorang menang. Sapphire ftw! Ala baru satu game je pun. Sapphire Vs Topez. Congrats to Ruby. Ruby vs Emetyst. Petang ni supposed ada basketball practise dengan abang abang Prima. Dorang yang dah habis college semua tu volunteer nak ajar. And okay, besok petang ada match lagi. Eh come lah and watch it. Tengok i ok? Lols so brag haha k. And today's routine cam biasa. Homwork, tuition, homework, tuition. Dah kalau tuition pun sampai 3 tempat -.-

I just got back home from Physic class. And yeah, i miss my blog. So much. What to do, got no time for blog. Exam is just around the corner. Really. 3 weeks to go. Am so busy, form 5 weh mana boleh main main. Mum and Dad admitted something. Personal matter. Really want to share, tapi... Orite, gottago. Going to Chemist class. Bye :*

(Y)


That just me (Y)

Them

"When you're right, no one remembers. When you're wrong, no one forgets"
"That just a life"
"Life is cruel"
"No, people is cruel"
 
 
 ..........
 
 
"Yes"
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Boring to the max

Hello sun day. I mean, Sun Day. It was so hot lah today. Only me and Mimi at home. Home alone. Everyone going out to send kakak at Johor. Yeah, kitorang nak keluar. Boring duduk rumah. Nak keluar, nak study kat luar. Lapar. Mum made the nuggets and ayam. Blurgh, tak kenyang. Nak makan roti. Nak pergi Bakery. Tapi panas gila do harini. Tengok je lah luar. Kitorang study kat rumah je lah do. And....tengok movie. Ngehehe. Whut? Tak boleh ke? Still study kan? We keep watching Korean movie. Lol what lah? Hahahahahahaha taktau apa dah jadik kat aku ni. But please, no K pop k? Just so please.

Sorry for not tweet anything. Malas ah, somehow rasa macam tweet tu salah, tweet ni salah. Better takyah tweet langsung. Boghinggggggg.

Sorry for the crap

I keep stalking her. I mean, you. I just... taktau ah.Whatever malas nak cakap pasal dia, Okaaayy my boyf just got pranked by me. Looooooool haha dia ingat aku nak break betul betul do. Sumpah lawak to the max. Dah nak nangis dah tu, suara sayup semacam je. Last last, prank! Haha k kesian baby boy i. Come and get my muah muah k? Seriously dia maki mencarut bagai after tau kena prank. Tak baik tau aku ni. Wu wu wuuuuu. Ala i won't lah buat for the real camtu. We love each other. We meant to be together? Eh insyaallah. Allah menentukan k? :)  I wish that we could last forever eventho people say 'nothing last forever'. Tapi kalau dah takdir bukan kat kitorang, what to do? Terima je lah. Sape kita nak menolak takdir kan? We fight for no reason, for a reason and for the biggest reason, tapi setiap masalah ada penyelesaian. Imposibble kalau kita just let it be. Amir is not that kind of guy. I love you abang wan wan :*

I look a bit fat, so do him d:  Last year photo.

Ish must be nonsense


Just watched two movies this night. Battle Royal and My Race. That was super fun. Gonna give five star for the movies! My eyes are swollen. Damn hurt. The eyebag even bigger than before, bcos of the medicine. The medicine is kinda eyedrop. And got some pills. Dad bought some more. Damn ah gila banyak kena telan, sapu and titis. Ergh. My eyes damn itchy for sometimes. The infection of kuman are getting to the max. I dont know, according to the doctor. Kakak going to Johor tomorrow. Baru semalam balik Kajang kot -.-   Got to Practical at Kpj Johor. Mum, Dad and Najmi going to stay Johor for...two days or a day. Maybe.  Gonna miss kakak. Her first time practical for the hospital. Wah lepas ni boleh panggil Dr Diana kan? :Lol cut the crap. Mimi and me will just stay at home. We're willing to. Exam is around the corner, i won't absent to school okay? Rugi. Goodnight Xx

Xx




Yeay happy saturday, Going to Lk class. Bye Xx




Basketball practice w/ em

Played Basketball w/ Fefe, Dyra, Nana, Anis, Syahir, Mus, Luqman, and Elly. At padang Prima Saujana. Adriana couldn't join us, no transport. We had much fun. And tired. Before that, went to somewhere w/ my babyboy. Disscused about our.....relationship. At Fefe's, all my girls saw my eyes. Damn ah, they really know what was happen. Whatever, done basketball. Went to Addmath class. I was sweating, and stinky. Haha, my tuitionmates cheered me up. Thanks guys.

Takziah untuk Ainina

School was okay. I datang sekolah pukul 10 pagi. How gempak was i hehehe. Went to Clinic, check mata yang makin worst ni. Last night tak dapat tidur sebab mata sakit gila. Dah merah bengkak sangat sangat dah. Letak Eyemo tapi takde respon. So tadi jumpa doctor, dia cakap kuman dah maximum kat mata. Dia bagi some ubat, then kalau in two days tak baik jugak, datang jumpa lagi. Okaaaaa-aaaaa-aaay. So masuk je kelas, ma hantar sampai tingkat 3. Then ma nampak cikgu Rosni, terus tinggalkan i sendirian. K.

Takziah untuk Ainina, mak dia meninggal. Alfatihah. Alfatihah. Nina selalu gelak, sampai tak nampak kesedihan dia. Kesian dia haihh. Alfatihah. Tolonglah guys, sedekahkan Alfatihah okay? Sabar Nina, sabar. Amir pergi tahlil dorang, sebab Kak Ruhana rapat dengan amir. The sister of Ainina. I wanna go, tapi bulan tak berapa indah. Hmmmmmm :/

It was before



Went to Mcd w/ my babyboy. There's some new menu. Well, delicious. Me and Amir was...okay. Everything was fine. Alhamdulillah, setiap masalah ada penyelesaiannya :) Bm class was cancelled, so he sent me back home. He was so sweet to the max. I love you Xx

It was.....fun

Hi weddy, today was okay. Sekolah is cuti yeay! We just got back from Bakery. W/ Mimi, Najmi, and Mia. At first, Mia had a date. Then nampak kitorang terus lepak dengan kitorang. Then jalan jalan pergi stationary shop, tapi tutup -.-  Patah balik, and balik rumah. Had fun? Not. Really. Heard something from Mia. He...he did the same mistake again. Oh please, my heart is not an item lah.

Okay kat Twiiter semua cakap pasal... earthquake and Tsunami. Ya Allah, kau lindungilah kami Ya Allah. Tolonglah hamba hamba mu ini.

Exhausted=tired

OMG haven't post anything for 2 days. Yknow that i can't live in a day without any post aite. Darn it, i'll be always post everything for the blog. Bloggerland FTW!! Ya whatever, school was okay. For yesterday, Lk class from 130 to 330 pm. Watched netball game; Ruby Vs Emethyst. Studied Addmath w Cikgu Asmiza till 430pm. Back home and had my shower then went to tuition class. Finished at 7pm and went to Mamak w Atta, Mira, Jibu, Akil and Ainaa. Much fun. Much food. Much spent keshing. Much tired. Slept from 8pm to 0600 am. Daym tired.

Today was okay. Had Addmath class and Drama discussion till 430 pm. Haven't take my napyet but got Math class at 0500pm soon. Darn. Bye

Darnedest things



Good morning. Been front of the Pc for.......3 hours. Watched Youtube. The Parody are damn hillarious. Hahahah.  And Annoying Orange. Well a bit annoying, but funny tho. Okay, getting ready for the class tuition. Go to the class tuition 7 days a week. Damn tired. And Final Exam is just around the corner. A month to go. And i couldn't get myself a rest. I don't get enough nap and food. How could i survive? Am too busy with those books. Form 4 books. A month weh. A month. Seksaaaaaaaaa~

For some weird reason, i keep watching Youtube this lately. And still, revise the chapter. Ahaha pelik. Go to tuition is already revising maaaaa :p

Birtrhday girlsssssssss

Hey, Happy birthday to Syam and Nisa. Happy birthday girls. Dah seventeen, boleh amik lesen cepat cepat then bawak i merayau satu dunia. Ecewah haha. Happy birthday happy birthday!! :* :*

Exhausted. Tired

Kelas tambahan kat sekolah was okay. Addmath was super fun. Today is Cigu Azmiza's birthday. Happy birthday Cikgu!!! Hafiz was super scary. Back at 12pm. And got ready for Lk class at 1.30pm. Damn tired. Lk class was okay. Sir called me 'Switzerland girl/ Dutch girl' . Bcos of my braids. Teruknya, last 2 weeks pergi class pakai hariband, sir cakap Cleopatra moden. Hahaha macam macam. Tak leh buat rambut langsung aku ni :p

Will join Chemistry and Physic class at Pesat Mahkota Cheras tomorrow. My family are going to somewhere which is they never let me know. Ah unfair ah do. Biar ah, malas nak tau. Tomorrow will be daddy's birthday. Happy Birthday Daddy Roslan! Wish you haveng a great day with your little babygirl and babyboy. Sara is a great baby! :*

Hungreeeeeeeh



Now watching Annyoying Orange. Damn kelakar, hahahaha. Whatever, feels so lazy nak pergi tuition. Its friday. Every friday, kami kami awek cuns melecuns ni pakai baju kurung. Lol teruknya pewasan :p And.....hungry. Hungry sangat. Nak pi tuition ni, makan Sempoi je ah. Bye!! :* :* :*

Bitch is not allowed

My eyes was so gatal gatal. Bila keep garu, jadik merah. And swollen. Great ah, memang best. Dah pedih gila gila gila. Tak leh tengok boyf lama lama dah T.T Btw, tadi happy ah. Donnowhy. Mimi keep bahan masa balik tadi, and.. kita senyum sorang sorak. Lols sangat tah pape haha.

I dont think that i should put that social network 's icon. Cam menyemak. Wait............done. Done removed! :p

She is. She was

My deskmate, my girl, my bestfriend, my jiran, my sister, my everything.

Found this photo and....I miss my old hair. Taktau camne nak buat fringe macam ni lagi. Now dah salah potong, memang tak jadik ah citer dia. And i miss Sara's old hair. Looks matured aite? The things yang nak cakap actually......... i love her. So much! Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Esam= exam????

School was okay. My classmates were damn hillarious. Hahaha aku and Sara menangis sampai keluar air mata woi. Sumpah lawak. As we learned pasal Cerai whatsoever semua ni, memang banyak ah dorang punya soalan lah kan. Everytime masa Agama, mesti kelas fun sangat. Ustazah rajin cerita. And was so busy pergi kelas ke kelas tadi. With Fefe. Ni semua Sapphire punya pasal. Hish.

Exam is coming soon. Really soon. Sumpah takut. Tapi this month lah paling busy, dengan hal sukan sukan semua ni. Haiiiiiihhhh bila nak study weh? Tuition pun asyik tak datang je, sebab sukan punya pasal lah ni. Risau. Sangat sangat.

Let's do it.

Hi, went to Borak on Rabu's night. W/ Aleen, Mimi. Every wednesday, we'll have to go Borak. Have to. Adik adik kesayangan kami tuition cikgu Azli kat atas nun haaaaa. So nothing's intrested. Except gelakkan orang yang malu >:P

Had a date yesterday. Really really fun. He picked me from home, and with this baju sekolah, went to Zurina. W/ Fahmi, Afiq, Asri and Black. Then went to KPJ Hospital. Visited Sabihis. Pity him. Kaki dia teruk kot, macam Amir dulu dulu. Shamirul, Hafiz and Amir Asyraf were there. Sabihis going to operate soon. Auuuuh tengok dia pun seksa je kaki sakit. Basir came over there. Almost 0630 pm, back home. Luckily Bm classes was postpone. Fuhh, i would be late then.

Was on my phone w/ babymir last night. Was so hillarious hehe xx

Thanks Acha. Thanks for still being there for me

As i was absent to sch today, got something lah kan. Mimi balik, tiba tiba dia bagi plastic apa ntah. From Acha. Acha? Acha bagi? For what? Aku ingatkan bomb ke cicak ke apa kan, nak kenakan lah kot. Then bukak je..............................cake and ribena. Yeay! Haha thanks love. Now i tau sape lagi risaukan aku yang tengah demam ni.

 Nothing special. Just a slice of cake and Ribena. But when its from our soulmate, its special ever i had.


She loves me more than my boyf does. She misses me more than my boyf does. She cares about me more than my boyf does. Auhh this is so touched. Thanks babe. I love you. What past stay past. Last night dah confess everything, so lepas ni takde dah tarik muka. I guess? Hope so lah kan. Tak nak dah tarik muka bila jumpa, taknak dah setakat pandang jarak jauh. You're my everything cha. Seriously. I knwo you read this. Muah Xx

Absent-mindly






Yeay! The new look of my bloggerland. Got nothing to do and tadaaaaaa. Hehehe :3




Im calling it love soon

You're not someone that i used to know.  Sad. Hurt. You keep hurting me mentally. And physically. You dont seem that you care. You dont seem like you love this relay. I wonder am i the only one who misses you? Am i? I wonder am i the only one who make a lot of effort for this relay? Am i? Am i? Please be honestly, kalau jujur kita tak marah. Tapi if you keep doing this and that, its hurting me. I told you for several times, that i miss the old you. the one that i used to call him 'Power Rangers'. I told you. But you keep do the same mistakes. Who you think i am? A puppet? A puppet yang takde perasaan? Im a girl, not an item.

Reading my oldest post. 2011's post. Sumpah sweet gila. Every post semua sweet. Sampai orang lain meluat nak baca blog aku. Now? I wont blame it on you. Im changing too. Im not the old Fatin too. But when im w/ you, i never be anyone else. Im still the old me, but you? You're not my Power Rangers. Kak Nyna cakap, cuba pertahankan. Setiap yang happen ada hikmah. Hikmah postif and negatif,dahulukan yang postif. I will. But its hurt. am i the only one who............ ok stop lah, penat bila everynight menangis. Everynight tweet emo emo. Obvious sangat do.

Never been so easy



Assalamualaikum. So i absent to school today.  Went to clinic last night. Doctor cakap, tekak i merah, bleeding dah pun. Thats why i selalu muntah. Tekak tak leh terima any food. Lepas tu, hidung luka, sebab selalu wipe selsema kuat sangat. Sebab semalam mandi hujan lagi masa demam, badan i makin panas. Antibody i lemah. Too weak. Doctor sampai geleng kepala masa check condition i. Mata i luyu gila. Bak kata Amirsyah, dah macam penagih dadah dah. Bak kata Cikgu, macam nak mati dah. Ya Allah, sakit tau tak?! Ala besok nak sekolah ah, duduk rumah ni bosan. Lagi i taknak belajar kalau bodan camni. Atleast kat sekolah bukak ah jugak buku T.T

Im not okay, bad fever,

School was okay, but i wasn't okay. Got a very bad fever kat sekolah. Tu lah orang suruh cuti nak sekolah gak. Haa nampak tak i degil? Boring bhaaaai dok rumah. Better sekolah. I keep sneezing, coughing. Stay bilik kesihatan till rehat. Taknak balik, boring bhaaai stay rumah. Haa nampak tak i degil? Then i caughed a lot masa tidur tu. Suddenly,





 bluuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrghhhhh!




I muntah kat atas katil. Dah jadik satu hal dorang kena basuh everything. That was....euwwww. Masa rehat i keluar senyap senyap, taknak stay lama lama kat situ. Haa nampak tak i degil? Then gelak gelak dalam tengah sakit memang sangat......sakit. Masuk kelas, tapi muka pucat semacam. Dengan sneezing, coughing. Lagi best masuk kelas, sebab even tengah sakit pun still boleh gelak, banyak cakap. Seronok. Balik masa hujan. Jalan kaki. Haa nampak tak i degil? Waited for her. Ingatkan dia ada easy addmath, so tunggu ah. then takde pun. bila keluar, tengok dia jalan dengan someone else, dah nak balik dah pun. Bapak sedih. Kso, waited for Mimi w/ Mia. Then i thought balik je ah terus, maybe Mimi dah balik.

Still hati i rasa nak tengok ntah ntah boyf kita tunggu kat tepi taman tu. Bila tengok....nothing. Then hujan lebat lebat semua turun, petir depan mata. Sumpah seram. While me, still caughed and sneezing dalah hujan. Teruk. Rasa nak jatuh. Tapi tahan. Sampai je gate rumah, terus pitam depan gate. Mimi and Abah papah i masuk dalam rumah. Badan dah gigil, a few minutes later, i taknak baring. Boring lah baring cam orang sakit. Haa nampak tak i degil? So i makan, and makan, and makan. ven badan tak besar besar pun -.-

I shouldn't go to Math and Sej class today. Tapi nak gak pergi. Haa nampak tak i degil? Even muka pucat camni pun. Jap lagi first day i tuition Sejarah from 4. Join budak from 4. Memang segan gila nak mati. So takpe, i'll try. Semua suruh i pergi klinik, i taknak. Nanti kena rehat cam orang mati. Eeeee taknak. Haa nampak tak i degil? Gottago Bye, doakan saya sihat Xx

It wasn't

















I DONT KNOW























Nightmare

Aku mimpi,
Aku menangis,
Aku jaga,
Muka dan mata dah kuyup,
Mata merah,
Aku menangis real,
Baru sedar,
Kau everything. And aku tak boleh hilang kau. Sumpah.

Aku taktau apa aku cakap tapi.........
















Tak sangka aku boleh jadik camni heheheheheehehehehehehehehehhehe :3

A B S E N T

Absent to school. Demam teruk weh, seriously demam teruk. Kalau tak demam, aku datang sekolah tau. Seriously aku susah gila nak ponteng do this year. So semalam on my phone with Amir, since pukul 12 sampai pukul 5 pagi. Gilaaaaaaaaaa, dengan demam demam camni,, ku gagahkan diri ku. Ala dengar suara dia je aku dah cair melendir semacam. He was so sweet ok? Btw semalam pun on my phone dengan Ainaa. Mengumpat je lah kerja haha. Ainaa dah keluar tanduk kan, camni ah perangai dia >:P

Really got nothing to do. Seriously taktau nak buat apa. Setakat makan bubur, and baring je lah kerja aku haihh.

Im fool

April fool! Well im not celebrate it. Who cares about the April Fool whatsoever? Im not feeling so well. I keep sneezing for trillion times. Darn it, i hate this. My nose turning red. My throat is so... hurt. I got a bad fever. And paling penting, got a free call tonight. Cos register number dulu 2nd April. Yeay! :*

Me and you



Lepas ni pergi sekolah, ada je Haziq bahan gambar yang aku letak kat blog -.-

Hello evelibadi! How is your sunday? Mine was okay. Cancelled nak keluar  dengan Fefe, Zain and Ali. Planned nak pergi tengok Hunger Games, but my dad told me that we got a wedding to attend. So okay. Mimi and Kakak went to Mcd. Mimi got a date with her babyboy. Guess who? Hehehe cant tell ya. They got to be mad aaaaah~ :p I atea lot today, and i wish i could be fat. I wish.......................